The voice of the Lord is over the waters;
the God of glory thunders,
the Lord thunders over the mighty waters.
The voice of the Lord is powerful;
the voice of the Lord is majestic.
(Psalm 29: 3-4)
South Beach, Hurricane Sandy.
During the recent ten years that I lived in Coolidge Corner, Brookline, my almost-daily walks usually included a brisk walk along Harvard St. through Brookline Village past St. Mary's Roman Catholic Church, a towering and magnificent display of architecture. On some level, I think it must have brought me comfort, all those years I was so far from home - both geographically and religiously - simply to walk by the place. I could just as easily have walked west on Harvard Street, or up or down Beacon Street, or chosen a multitude of directions and neighborhoods in which to walk, but I almost always chose to walk through the Village.
In those ten years, out of deference to the Judaism I had embraced, even though I often wondered what it looked like inside, I never went in to St. Mary's (except for the one Palm Sunday a few years back when I popped in ever-so-quickly, not even daring to gaze beyond the narthex, in order to grab a palm to take to my godmother who was in a nearby hospital).
Today, since I was in Boston for the weekend, and in need of going to church, I attended the 10:30 Mass at St. Mary's. It was a beautiful Mass, with beautiful music, in a jaw-droppingly gorgeous sanctuary that felt more like being in a European cathedral than being in suburban Boston. It was wonderful being back in Brookline, and even more joyous being in St. Mary's, finally inside that big church I had walked past almost every day but hadn't even dared to peek into. It was especially meaningful being there as a fully-home-again Catholic. Nobody sang louder than I did today.
For the past few years there's been a sign on the front of St. Mary's, part of a church-wide campaign to reach out to fallen away Catholics (a category in which I, very interestingly, thought that being a convert to Judaism I was exempt from), that proclaims: Catholics Come Home (which I had been "mistakenly" reading as an invitation all this time, as in: Catholics, Come Home).
I now know that that sign was placed there specifically for me.